So I’ve spent some time through the years reading, re-reading, listening, and re-listening to books/cds about basicially making my life better…at least from an emotional standpoint.

Some of those lessons learned have been mentioned in my previous writings and some I just haven’t mentioned for one reason or another.  But I came to a point of almost proving to myself what life was like or is like if I veered away from my ‘newfound’ teachings.  I have spent the past four months doing just that….living my ‘old life’ to see if I could see a difference.

Well, I could see a huge difference in my life….and I don’t like what I see!!  Yes I always kept some of my lessons learned close inside which probably kept me sane through this process, but I really tried to live ‘my old life’.  So what have I learned this past four months?

Life had become ‘not as fun’.  I’ve been task driven and that has been my life.   Enjoyment of life?…not so much.  In fact it’s driven me into a state of depression.  It is absolutely crazy the power of the mind!  Thoughts become things, thoughts create you, thoughts have so much affect on oneself, ..it just goes on and on.   The bottom line is I don’t like what the past four months have produced and quite frankly don’t want to relive the bad thoughts and direction my life has been taking.  Perhaps when I have more time/energy to write I’ll go into detail…..but from this point forward I CHOOSE TO MOVE FORWARD and manifest the life I want, I need, I deserve, and more importantly get back to the main aspect of my life which is to help others.  I honestly believe, not just for my own life, but for everyone’s life, that doing good for the benefit of others can/will lift yourself to a higher state and therefore affect society as a whole.

So here we go….I’m buckled in and ready to enjoy the journey!

~Destiny is your choice~